14th September. The day i gave up my life's greatest passion. Soccer. It is the one thing in my life that I have worked the hardest for, that is the most sacred to me. Are there words that exist that can even describe my feeling of lost? But it seems to me that all I have managed to achieve is but of a mediocre standard. I cannot accept that, its just not me.

Another part of me has died, little by little as time passes by, fade away I shall.