Monday, June 21, 2004

You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and serene, kind and loving. Your heart never stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with tears, and you let out fear with light. The blue light means distance. You are afraid to get to close to people. You have been betrayed once before and can't do it again. Your dream job could consist of a counsler or a traveler. You love humanity and lonliness. You will have love in your life and will never pass by unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind will always separate you. You can always find yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking about life. Your head seema to be up in the clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You change and each time come back a better person. The blue moonliht will always guide to safety in the darkest hour.

Friday, June 11, 2004

20 years, too many a year for me to become a man. Too long to live in a life of self obession, too long being the child fighting not to grow up, too long to rebel agaisnt order, too long for allowing the prejudice to seethe, too long to fail to see what is important, too long to discover the faults within myself.

20 years, too short for the memories to fade, too short to learn from my mistakes, too short to break away from habits that die hard, too short to find out what i really want from my life, too short to see the beauty of the world, too short for me to understand.

20 years of my life looking back, its been a rocky and twisty journey. And yet i would not have traded it for the life of any. Maybe i should have treated the people around me better, and yet if i had not had these valuable lessons learnt, i would never have seen the faults i had within me.

20 years may be too long for some lessons to be learnt, but i have another 20 years to right them and to learn from them.